A friend of mine was talking to me about her relationship problems today at work. Her boyfriend is giving her all these issues etc etc doesn't care about her feelings etc etc and then she said something that stopped me dead in my tracks "It's got to be hard for you considering your past dealings with love and with you being sick and everything to actually hope about a good relationship" Wow.... thank you so much for kicking me in the teeth... that was great.
Thing is... She's right. I can name on one hand with room to spare the amount of "good" relationships that I've seen. My Uncle Joey and his wonderful wife, My youth pastor and his wife, .... and... um.... okay yeah so a LOT of room! And it's not like I don't know amazing men and women. I do. But it still doesn't work out for them. How am I supposed to believe it will work out for me considering all the issues I'm still dealing with.
On a happier note my guinea pig "Megatron" is doing well and "popcorning" around his cage like crazy :p DEFINITELY cool :)
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