Plea

I'm laying here in agony
and I'm praying God for you to see.
I know you're there
and yet I can't help feel it's unfair.
Why do I have to go through this tonight?
I'm so sick of being in pain without gain
Without anything changing for the better.
I want to be excited for rain not worried about pain.
I don't want to have worries about coming weather.
Will I always get worse?
I hate this invisible curse
Like you're crushing me as I lay in your hand.
I'm trying Lord, but I'm still crying Lord
and the pain has a burn like a brand.
When it makes me deformed
and there's no beauty in me.
When the pain's firmly etched in my face,
Will I still cling to your arm?
Will you protect me from this harm?
This love can't ever be replaced easily.
Cause I'd crumble with ease
Trying so hard to please.
Oh don't leave me alone on this night.
As the moon hides away
Whisper joy and peace for new days
And help me continue to write